so I'm exempt from all of my exams. except for algebra and english. and of course, algebra has to be on the last fucking day of school. -.-

I don't think I'm gonna take either of them.

Currently Playing Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights By H.I.M. see related

ex out last post.

I'm a big douche

well I was right in thinking no boy could ever like me. I'm too annoying and gross and..dumb. I have bad people skills and I say the stupidest shit. I guess I don't really blame Dustin. or Alex. or Vince. I'm just..lame

Currently Playing With Teeth By Nine Inch Nails Every Day Is Exactly The Same see related

I don't think this is gonna last. Nothing lasts long. I'm not meant to be one of those old ladies that dies old and happy in her sleep. I'll end up being a cat lady. and no one'll ever know I'm dead except for my cats. Maybe I'll get lucky, and someone would happen to notice that I'd been missing and I wouldn't be doomed to rot in that old house. Maybe I won't even make it to that point in my life. Maybe I won't be able to fucking take it anymore and I'll just end this shit.

or then agian, maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'll just be a cat lady forever and I'll never be put out of my misery.

Currently Playing Love Metal [Universal] By H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty) see related

I haven't talked to liz in forever..I miss her..

and I do like boys. Or maybe just the one boy. But I like boys. so that's cleared up. ^.^

umm..I dunno. I feel really weird. I'm worried.

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spilling my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Currently Playing Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses By Atreyu atleast I know I'm a sinner see related